Haven't been around in quite a little while because been busy with school and Tumblr, and also enjoyed companies on Twitter. I also have a journal. It's basically about my eating disorder journey. I don't know if I should recover now since I have the chance to do so, while I'm breaking my fast.
So I've been fasting for 4 and a half days now. It feels really good to have control over food. But now I'm feeling so weak in my bed. I can barely do things quickly. I have to walk slowly, I can barely jump and run, I have minor blackouts throughout the day. I feel lightheaded and cold all the time. But that's self-control, right?
Today I'm going to break my fast and I've got my meal plan recorded for the whole week already. Currently I hope I'll weigh 113 but if not then 114 should be fine, I guess :L
