Guys, I changed my domain from thesebeautifulbones.blogspot.com to fractured-dandelion.blogspot.com.
But still if you want to contact me via email, I have the same address, thinfragile@gmail.com. Always open to talk to anyone about anything.
x
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Good Day Today!
This morning I woke up too early, but I managed to sleep a little bit more and woke up at 9.20ish. I wanted to have a little breakfast and I ended up choosing Activia mixed berry and actually felt full the whole day! I got on the scales, and it didn't change since yesterday.
Then I decided I would go on the treadmill to power walk since I have no energy to run. I get dizzy and have the lightheaded and cold feeling all the time. Last night I even snuggled up like a polar bear with thick pajamas so I can sleep well. I've been waking up at 2am these few days cos I got super cold at night :( I burned around 200 calories, still didn't lose weight.
In the afternoon, after I threw my lunch away, I was feeling so good so I got a haircut :) Cos my hair was so long and messy and yeah. I haven't been to the hair salon in so long cause of my anxiety! Finally today I went to the mall and got a haircut there.
I went walking a lot though! I was looking for a coffee maker but decided to ask Mom's permission to buy it tonight, or tomorrow. I'm so scared that tomorrow I will gain weight cos it's gonna be my Dad's birthday celebration :( And I also went to the supermarket. I got myself a can of beer, a litre of skimmed milk (80 calories per 250ml serving!) and a good hairspray, also chocolate coffee packets for 100 calories per serving. I got 5 packets. I'm sure I will barely drink it since the calories is so high.
Then I got home, and I drank my coffee, worth 25 calories, cos I had to drive my brother to his band practice. And I got home againnnn, and finally lost 1 pound! Wee! :D
So yep. That's why I'm happy.
Then I decided I would go on the treadmill to power walk since I have no energy to run. I get dizzy and have the lightheaded and cold feeling all the time. Last night I even snuggled up like a polar bear with thick pajamas so I can sleep well. I've been waking up at 2am these few days cos I got super cold at night :( I burned around 200 calories, still didn't lose weight.
In the afternoon, after I threw my lunch away, I was feeling so good so I got a haircut :) Cos my hair was so long and messy and yeah. I haven't been to the hair salon in so long cause of my anxiety! Finally today I went to the mall and got a haircut there.
I went walking a lot though! I was looking for a coffee maker but decided to ask Mom's permission to buy it tonight, or tomorrow. I'm so scared that tomorrow I will gain weight cos it's gonna be my Dad's birthday celebration :( And I also went to the supermarket. I got myself a can of beer, a litre of skimmed milk (80 calories per 250ml serving!) and a good hairspray, also chocolate coffee packets for 100 calories per serving. I got 5 packets. I'm sure I will barely drink it since the calories is so high.
Then I got home, and I drank my coffee, worth 25 calories, cos I had to drive my brother to his band practice. And I got home againnnn, and finally lost 1 pound! Wee! :D
So yep. That's why I'm happy.
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Over My BED!
Here's a quick post before I drive off to my friend's farewell dinner, which means I'll have to eat something else beside apples. But anyway! I'm so happy!
I'M OVER MY BINGE EATING DISORDER!
This is crazy! I've never thought I'd done so good these 3.5 days. And I'm about to go to this Italian restaurant. I hope she has salad though. I've eaten less than I usually ate and worked out on Monday and Tuesday. I will probably swim or run or take a walk tomorrow after I get my energy drinks.
My only struggle right now is that, should I take lax or not?
I'M OVER MY BINGE EATING DISORDER!
This is crazy! I've never thought I'd done so good these 3.5 days. And I'm about to go to this Italian restaurant. I hope she has salad though. I've eaten less than I usually ate and worked out on Monday and Tuesday. I will probably swim or run or take a walk tomorrow after I get my energy drinks.
My only struggle right now is that, should I take lax or not?
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Sick
I'm feeling so sick today. I slept for 11 hours straight from 4am to 3pm. Skipped breakfast though but ate lunch like a pig.
The last night I didn't eat anything after dinner. Which is good.
And I saw some pictures of myself when I was skinnier. And got really depressed and went crying for hours :(
I can't take it anymore.
Sometimes I feel like jumping off a bridge and get hit by a train or car is the best thing to do. No one here to support me. My mom keeps on pressuring me about food.
Although she gives me chocolates then yell at me the next day after I ate them. All. Of course.
She has no idea about eating disorders. All she knows is that I do fad diets and that's it.
I just got back from 2 vacations. The first one was to the US, and I lost quite a lot from that and I was happy. I went there alone so no one to tell me to eat. So I starved. I did really well.
My second vacation was to Australia with my whole family. It was, awful.
I are every single meal. Every. Single. Shit. A lot of calories. Plus the snacks.
I gained 4 pounds in 10 days.
What I need to do now is lose at least 4 pounds next week. And keep going with losing 2-3 pounds the next 8 weeks before my meeting with my friend from America.
Support buddies? Email at thinfragile@gmail.com x
We can do this.
The last night I didn't eat anything after dinner. Which is good.
And I saw some pictures of myself when I was skinnier. And got really depressed and went crying for hours :(
I can't take it anymore.
Sometimes I feel like jumping off a bridge and get hit by a train or car is the best thing to do. No one here to support me. My mom keeps on pressuring me about food.
Although she gives me chocolates then yell at me the next day after I ate them. All. Of course.
She has no idea about eating disorders. All she knows is that I do fad diets and that's it.
I just got back from 2 vacations. The first one was to the US, and I lost quite a lot from that and I was happy. I went there alone so no one to tell me to eat. So I starved. I did really well.
My second vacation was to Australia with my whole family. It was, awful.
I are every single meal. Every. Single. Shit. A lot of calories. Plus the snacks.
I gained 4 pounds in 10 days.
What I need to do now is lose at least 4 pounds next week. And keep going with losing 2-3 pounds the next 8 weeks before my meeting with my friend from America.
Support buddies? Email at thinfragile@gmail.com x
We can do this.
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Tumblr Deleted! ;o
Due to the content of my Tumblr, it was deleted. I hate it that I didn't get to reply to my messages. Urgh! It's thesickhedgehog-personalprogress.tumblr.com. Gone now :l
Anyway, I'm struggling with mia and gained 10 pounds to 130 now.
If you're interested in talking to me, just email me at thinfragile@gmail.com
Yes, I changed my email. Not using the old one anymore.
Hope to hear from y'all soon!
Anyway, I'm struggling with mia and gained 10 pounds to 130 now.
If you're interested in talking to me, just email me at thinfragile@gmail.com
Yes, I changed my email. Not using the old one anymore.
Hope to hear from y'all soon!
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